And now for a small piece of my mind.....

I was thinking that my understanding of how people can be hurtful and try to cause others pain was full. Then I read stories and see how deep people dig to cause others pain or revel in the pain the someone else goes through. Let's look at any T.V. show first the the main Character has something happen to cause pain, heartache, or make the day bad in someway. We laugh, cry, respond, Then 30-60 minutes later the show is done and some fix is found all is better.
This has trained us to think all we need to do is feel an emotion and it is better. Before anyone jumps on my case I know that TV is not real life but it still come to pass that what we see we start to take as a pattern as it should be.So back to the point and that is WE CAN'T FIX ANYTHING WITHOUT GOD. We did not make the world and everything in it. We don't understand what makes a difference in the big picture. We are fools if we think we can change anything.
Now don't hear what I am not saying....Should we try to make things better YES, Should try to improve YES. I am saying that the better plan is to look and see where God is moving and jump in with both feet.

So there end the lesson........( 20 points for the Quote reference)

What is the plan?

I don't see anyone talking about a plan to fix anything just how to give out more and more of my son's and his kids future.....

Can someone please put out a plan not just any party line.....

THANK YOU

Pain do you bow or do you push through?

Just a question to think about:
Do you Give if the pain is to high?
When is it OK to quit?
What is the right time to lay dow?

OK enough this could go on for a long time.
I was kind of out of it yesterday from a migraine, The pain made me see colors that were not there. NOT FUN......
So in my mind I thought why do we push through pain? Does it make us better?
I came up without an answer but it is odd that the human race has pain as a reason to both push through and to quit. Odd don't you think?

Turmoil and the peace that comes through it.....

So you see something happen that is in your opinion bad. You see someone hurt. Your hurt it causes you to not see the good in yourself nor others. What do you do with this?
-Forgive even if you don't think you need to.
-Love beyond what you see
-Hope in what you don't understand

Otherwise understand that you exist not for your cute wants and "needs" but to serve God and to be light and salt to the world.......

Do I count in the big picture??????

From this title you might think that the issue at hand is dire. I don't think that the fact that there are issues should cause any effect on the life of a follower of Christ. I was not given a promise of happy times nor that pain would not come. In fact the opposite is the truth. I i belive that Jesus is the Lord of All that is a slap in the way the world views life and as such I am an afront to the way everyone else views life.
THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS NOT WELCOME TO ANYONE THAT LIVE IN THE LIE!

Nothing else for today.......

Freaks of nature.... Or should I say family

All family's have a hidden black sheep or two. I have come to understand that mine is a family of black sheep. Some because of their choice, some by the expectations that others have on members of ones family. I hate the Drugs that people do to escape the fear that they have in their lives. It seems that the use of drugs (meth) causes the people to change is nothing less than frightful. So I guess the question is the use of drugs the failure or is the reasons that lead up to the use the failure? Just a thought.....

Well I dislike........

That death takes away the ones that mean something to me!
That people don't think before they cause others pain.(this includes me)
That no matter what I try to do I will fail. That is I will not be able to but into action the idea I have of whatever it is in my head in the way I see it.

This little rant is brought about by my grandmothers death and today is her funeral, I hate funerals. I like to think that when I die someone would throw a party because you know I will be partying. The fact is that the time with family that is to sooth just makes me upset and angry at how can I be this alone in a crowd.

So to Grandma, I will miss your laugh at the sound of a baby's smile, the way you knew what was said in the silence of a moment, the way you could find the good in every dark time, and the way you helped shape my life. I will miss you until we meet again in the court of the King where you find rest now. Have a dance for me will ya.